completed my lab3.(:
YAY!!!(:
been pretty distracted these few days.
cant really sleep properly either.
lucky lalamon has been understanding even though i keep
pang sei-ing him cause i wake up late.
HAIS.
yes i know its mean.
pang sei-ing ppl early in the morn.
isnt that why i owe him kopi?
but i guess its about time this thing blows over.
no more spare energy to care, to be bothered
to be upset about.
i need to start mugging really really soon.
everyone else is still on the boat travelling on day one.
only im left hanging behind the boat on a life jacket.
doesnt prevent me from sinking.
so i have to stop myself from sinking.
need to start concentrating and focus-ing on my studies.
i suddenly feel this sense of calmness even though a lot
of ppl are starting to panic.
i dunno if its good or bad.
but i just realised i lost my sense of direction.
i dunno what im working towards,
what im working for.
is it for myself, for dad, for what?
i seem to be so clear of it before i entered sch.
and 1 mth into sch, i totally lost my sense of direction.
JIAYOU! gambatte!
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do
[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
